The Life of Heath

2003-02-06T20:40:00.000-08:00

Well well well....

Weas called me out on the group blog about being a slacker in my personal blog so i'm gonna start this thing back up.

Since i don't really feel like recalling all of my happenings for the past month and a half, i'll just start with what's been up this week. I came back to school, only to find my four classes would be tremendously hard. And when i say hard, i mean they make me want to cry....like a little girl. But, suprisingly enough, i've been in high spirits. Of course there are reasons, but none of which i care to let the general internet public in on.

I think i'm gonna start swimming for exercise. It would relax me and i used to love doing it....in my non-chubby years of course. I hated going to the pull to swim. It meant i usually had to take off my shirt or people would know i had a problem with my fat. But anyway, i think i'm gonna start swimming. AND i have a second interview at Chile's tomorrow. I need the job so cross your fingers.

Oh man today after dinner was funny but sad at the same time. This somewhat chubby girl....deuce, deuce and a half maybe....she was walkin out of the Geiger Center and she caught a patch of ice. Fell right on her back. It was funny to watch but then when i saw she twisted her ankle i felt bad for her. I like watching people slip like that as long as they don't get hurt. Ya know what?...i'd like to see a midget slip on a patch of ice. But then i wonder since their center of gravity is so low, if they're less prone to slip. Did u know there's an actual sport called midget tossing. Kinda like shotput.

K i think we're gonna go watch a movie....i of course am doing so even though i know i need to read. Woe is me.

2002-12-18T20:55:00.000-08:00

Well...

I got raped by calculus today. It was bad. I'm just glad i only have one more final. I can't wait to get home. Stuff's goin on and you feel kinda helpless being so far away, ya know? Oh well...hopefully break will be good. I need it. I'm sure others feel the same way. Aight the Diefs have a Christmas present for me so i gotta run downstairs to meet 'em.

PS...things will turn out the way they're supposed to...just remember that.

2002-12-17T19:46:00.000-08:00

Five down, two more finals to go....

You may be asking yourself, how can Heath have seven finals. Well let's count them out shall we? I've had comp lab, english, business seminar, new testament, computers and i have yet to take my calculus and philosophy. Philosophy i heard is a breeze, calculus i'm sure will be a massacre. BUT, i've decided to give the least possible amount of effort...i need a 31 on the test tomorrow so that's what i plan to shoot for. I swear this professor is the worst teacher i've ever had. It wouldn't be so bad except i've never sure that he actually knows what he's doing. And so i go back to the book to double check on the stuff we're doing and it's like it's written in another language. It seems he kinda of freelances around and thus i have nothing to study with.

What else? Ummmm so i'm done with finals on thursday but i think i'm gonna come home on friday early. I just think i'll be too tired thursday night. Also, i got that job at blockbuster. So i'll be there over break tryin to make some money. At least i'm not stuck in an office the entire break...i pity anyone that has to go through that (cough...weas). The group at home is goin to see Lord of the Rings on the 23rd. I'm gettin tingly all over in anticipation.

I want to buy some new clothes. I'm just in that kind of mood. And like weas, i still have yet to buy Christmas gifts. I'm sure i'll get around to it seeing as how it's 8 days (8days!!!) until Christmas. Man i'm ready for break.

Aight i'm out like Chewy in dodgeball (i think that's right).

2002-12-04T22:11:00.000-08:00

Well it's been a few days, and i apologize...i've been doin actual work lately.

Tonight we played in the first of two rounds for the intramural bball playoffs here. We played the team we lost to the first game of the season in double OT. Well, we took care of them this time, 53-38. It was a great all-around game from everyone and now we go on to play Cash Money...the only other team we lost to this season (that was when we had only 7 players and the two missing were Higgs and Shafer...very important people on the team).

Tomorrow is gonna be hell....classes starting at 8 and not ending till 1:30. At that time i have to fill out the blockbuster application for the THIRD TIME b/c the computer isn't processing for some reason. After that i must go spend the next few hours working on a research project i would rather not have to do.

I can't wait to go home for winter break. I'm just worn down and the weather is now depressing me. Plus i just need to get my mind off things...i'll just say that.

K, it's shower time and then bed time and then possibly sleep through philosophy time...we'll see.

2002-11-29T23:56:00.000-08:00

Tonight was alot of fun....

Chewy came into town. We had dinner at El Rincon...just like old times. The Bowdens and Corey came and me us up there (me, chewy, ryan, and nick). We went to Starbucks and chilled there, then headed to Marjie's for her get-together. We played some mafia....the town worked the mafia over the second game with some great leadership by the cops...(cough)...me, chewy, and jenny. It's really fun getting to see everyone, and now it's sad cuz i only have one more day before i have to go back to school and enter the seventh circle of hell the next weeks. Oh well...such is the life.

I got a new phone today. I think it's kinda like mikey's. It's nice though. I also went shopping with my brother and mom. It was fun just to be out with them. And in a few hours i'm gonna go to a men's prayer breakfast with my dad. There's just so much to do when i come home and the time just flies. I also gotta go to blockbuster and get my job hopefully settled for the winter break.

Sorry to all of those that don't agree with every list i put up...Go here for ALLLLLLLL the lists. They're meant to be fun and hopefully you like seeing which celebrities i got a thang for.

OH OH...chewy thinks i'm gonna be the first out of me, him, ryan and weas to get married. It's a nice thought but it'll be tough. I'm still fighting fickleness, but i do believe i'm finding a cure for that one. Plus, Ryan i could see beating me out. Not sure about the other two. But who knows? I've been wrong before...once i think.

K that's all i got for now...have a goodnight or goodmorning, whichever applies.

2002-11-27T23:37:00.000-08:00

Today was a loooooooooooong day....most because i woke up at 9:30.

I got my hair cut (not too short of course) and then went up to the high school to watch a run through of The Foreigner....Kamen and Stephen were HILARIOUS, and the rest of the cast was as usual very solid. Ummmmm I had lunch with Connie and Ryan....Connie seemed to be trying to seduce me the entire day. Of course, me being as strong-willed as i am, refused her. Ummm i had dinner at Ryan's....if it were possible to marry a food, i may just have to propose to Mrs. Eneix's taco soup. I saw Hoof and her mom. That was nice especially since it's been awhile since i visited them. Then a big group went to see The Emperor's Club...i liked it alot. But i'm a huge Kevin Kline fan so that may have influenced me. Now i'm home, tired but at the same time wide awake. I have to go to the group blog and argue about the death penalty once again...it's a good change of pace topic but it doesn't give me the light-heartedness the rest of the posts gave me. I hope we change subject soon.

Well sportsfans, that's it for now.

2002-11-25T22:07:00.000-08:00

Ya know...

After tonights game, i wish i were a seven footer. That way i could do the dirty work that some big men on my team have trouble with sometimes. It's not a knock on them...just frustration on my part. There's only so much a handsome guard can do from the perimeter ya know?

2002-11-25T00:15:00.000-08:00

I like this quote alot...

"It was one thing to know your heart, another thing to admit it. And something all together diffrent to allow yourself to follow it." -R.A. Salvatore

Interesting...isn't it??

2002-11-23T19:00:00.000-08:00

Just a quick note...

Kristen had an away message that brought back the good ole days...

"Been a busy day...with some heavy seas..." (from Robber Bridegroom if some of you forget)

And then what comes up on my Media Player??...Close Every Door from Joseph.

OOOOOOOOOOHHH the memories.

2002-11-23T14:44:00.000-08:00

Just got back from the gym...

Had the best free throw shooting day of my life...49 out of 50. I was quite impressed, but it's probly just me.

It's amazing to me the more i try to keep my mind off certain things the more i can't stop thinking about them. Lemme tell you a little story about Heath. Heath is probably the most fickle person you will ever meet when it comes to girls. I never intentionally mean to hurt girls but it just happens because i show them that i really like them (which i do), they open up to me, and then for some God-awful reason my feelings just cease to be.

Well, it feels like i'm on the receiving end this time, but not really...it's confusing. Let's just say if i could i would go back in time and stop myself from talking to this person. The hours i spent getting to know her were amazing but what i'm feeling right now makes me think God is teaching me a lesson. I don't know. I have been feeling at ease though about it lately just because i've been letting God deal with it more than anything.

On a brighter note, congrats go to Jenny and Connie who both apparently got good roles in the musical at Klein. I'm sure it'll be a great show and i know AF will go all out for her last big show. I better be able to make it.

Ryan said that there's a type of blog that can be a joint blog....like me, Ryan, Chewy, and Weas could share one and just post stuff individually. I'd be up for it.

Okay it's shower time. Hope all of you have a good day.

2002-11-22T23:52:00.000-08:00

Well...

Just got back from seeing the new Bond movie. If you like action then go see it. If you like acting...Halle Barry is hot. Other than that, it wasn't as good as i thought it would be. I really wanna see The Emperor's Club with Kevin Kline. It looks really good.

Okay i think i'm about to do some laundry, which means i'll be up till 4ish. Goodnight to everyone and i can't wait to see you over break...you know who you are.

2002-11-22T16:08:00.000-08:00

Well as you can see...

I'm not part of the Blog network. I like this one better than my last site.

Today has been a so-so day. There's just nothing at all here in Shawnee. I think we're gonna go see the new Bond movie tonight after we go to Open-Mic night. Both should be pretty fun.

I decided last night that God is punishing me...that's really all i can say. Some of you know what i'm talking about but i'd rather not post the whole thing for everyone and their moms to see. I'll just say that certain situations open your eyes about your own life. And i'll be honest....the situation i'm in really sucks right now. I really can't say all i wanna say cuz the person i'm talking about may read this sometime....doubtful but it could happen.

You know what else sucks?...when you pray and pray for something not materialistic at all. Something that you think would really help in your life....and you get it for like a week. And then, POOF, it's gone. It may just be the worst feeling the world. I'm not really sure what to do with it. Oh well....such is life.

Well that's all for now Sports Fans.

I hope my venting entertains you all.

2002-11-22T15:59:00.000-08:00

Well kids...

I followed in weasel's footsteps and decided to restart with the MAN JOURNAL.

Ummmm let's see...what's happened since i left all of ya? I'm up here at school basically floating around...that's what it feels like. I'm hoping inspiration strikes over Thanksgiving and i finally decide on a major. I've resorted to considering nursing...don't laugh. There's a lot more options and if ya ask me personally i'll go through them. Business just doesn't excite me ya know? I'm not gonna wake up the rest of my life and say, "YES!! I get to go to the office today!!" Just not gonna happen.

What else? Ummm was starting to date this girl named Kayla at the beginning of the year. Didn't work out...big surprise. Fickle Heath strikes again. I hate it. I've decided to go into relationship hibernation. The ones i think i like i lose interest in after a few weeks. Seriously, all girls who read this need to proceed with caution if they even think about having feelings for me. I'm more trouble than i'm worth...although i do kiss well.

Oh oh get this. Some girl today told Chase Smith that i'm the cutest boy here at OBU...which was cool. I have no problem with that. He then proceeded to tell me that she knew i was THE ONE. Not sure what to think about that...flattered? scared?...i just don't know. And then not even two hours later a guy i know here named Griff told me he was talkin to this girl last night who thought i was cute and had pretty eyes. Now that was flattering. I wish someone would just come up and tell me straight up...it would probly make my year.

I'm sooooo ready for break. I miss Texas everything. Family, friends, weather, my house. If there weren't schools here in this state i would probably give it the award for the most useless state. There's nothing here but hills, grass, dirt, and wind. Talk about depressing.

Well i guess that's all i have for now...i'm gonna attempt to keep up this time. Hopefully it'll work out but i'm not promising anything. I hope to see everyone of my houston friends over break.

Bye guys.

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2002-11-22T15:55:00.000-08:00